I admit it, I'm obsessing! I know, I'm not supposed to be doing that, but I can't seem to help it today. I go to see my doctor in a couple of weeks and I wanted to be half way to my goal (50 lbs) by the time I got there. I seem to be a bit stalled, and it is making me crazy.
Yes, yes, I should be concentrating on how good I feel, and I do feel good. My headaches have decreased, especially the migraines, I am still moving easily and all of my clothes are really loose and falling off. All of that is good.
So why am I obsessing over the appointment? Because, that's what I do. I woke up in the middle of the night last night worrying about my cholesterol! Oh my goodness, when did I become that person!! Laying awake at night worrying about my cholesterol numbers? This is crazy!
Okay, deep breath, maybe what I am really worried about is that my test numbers are not going to come back as good as I am hoping. I know I shouldn't think about it or I'll raise my blood pressure and that would be a whole NEW problem that I don't want to deal with!!
Okay, enough whining. I guess I have to stop slacking off on the exercise and get my booty moving. For some reason, exercise is the problem for me and I really need to figure that part of it out.
Any one have any suggestions?
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